A New Girl In Town
CandiceMarie
Pittsburg, California | TS/TV/TG Hledám A Žena
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Hovořím
Angličtina
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It's taken me years to come to terms with who I am. For years I've had these feelings of femininity inside of me that I tried to ignore, but they never went away. A few years ago it was suggested by an acquaintance that I explore this and see where it went. This was difficult for me as I had no help or people close to me that I could really talk to.
I really began my transition about eight years ago to be honest. I started by losing weight through a change of eating habits and lots of walking. I guess the first signs of Candice came when I started wearing my hair down instead of tied back all the time. I used to do that to make other people happy.
For as long as I can remember, I preferred my hair long and my nails long, and I would throw a fit when my dad made me get my hair cut. I hated it. I consider myself more TS than TV at this point, though I know around here there are girls way more beautiful than I am. This isn't about looks or sex to me, it's about being happy. I care more about being presentable than passable, though I am working on that. If that's not good enough for some people, I really don't care. I just want to be happy.
I've never really been in a relationship. Women never seemed all that interested in me, so I didn't dwell on it. I don't think most women really want somebody like me. They want a man. But, if there is a woman out there, I'd love to talk. I made the mistake of brushing off a woman at another site because I was surprised she would want to be with me and she said some really nice things to me too. My shyness kicking in, I guess, but a lesson learned.
I'd be interested in meeting others like me too, though I can see where a lot of them are looking for men. I know they'll find the right one too. I know there are a lot of men looking for her too. I've experienced some of that myself as I've gotten more presentable. But most men only want one thing. I know it isn't all of them, but my experiences are I'm either ignored, called a fag by adolescent jerks or it's, "hey baby." I'm not really looking for a man, but we can still talk. I guess you never know.
It's not just about sex to me, and I don't have a lot of experience in that area. Married people are fine to talk to and be friends with, but I refuse to be a home wrecker. I understand the toll divorce can take on a whole family, and it's not a good thing.
Anyway, a little about myself. I am a writer, I like to get out and walk just about every day. I don't have a lot of friends to talk to, but I have a few. I could always have more though. I don't get out much, but I like to go to the city and the clubs once in a while, movies. Shopping is always fun, even if it's just window shopping. So, those are a few things.
Ladies, I know you're out there. Don't be shy. You joined here for a reason. There's nothing wrong with chatting. I will try to respond to any message as long as it's nice, so anybody can message me if they want to.
I really began my transition about eight years ago to be honest. I started by losing weight through a change of eating habits and lots of walking. I guess the first signs of Candice came when I started wearing my hair down instead of tied back all the time. I used to do that to make other people happy.
For as long as I can remember, I preferred my hair long and my nails long, and I would throw a fit when my dad made me get my hair cut. I hated it. I consider myself more TS than TV at this point, though I know around here there are girls way more beautiful than I am. This isn't about looks or sex to me, it's about being happy. I care more about being presentable than passable, though I am working on that. If that's not good enough for some people, I really don't care. I just want to be happy.
I've never really been in a relationship. Women never seemed all that interested in me, so I didn't dwell on it. I don't think most women really want somebody like me. They want a man. But, if there is a woman out there, I'd love to talk. I made the mistake of brushing off a woman at another site because I was surprised she would want to be with me and she said some really nice things to me too. My shyness kicking in, I guess, but a lesson learned.
I'd be interested in meeting others like me too, though I can see where a lot of them are looking for men. I know they'll find the right one too. I know there are a lot of men looking for her too. I've experienced some of that myself as I've gotten more presentable. But most men only want one thing. I know it isn't all of them, but my experiences are I'm either ignored, called a fag by adolescent jerks or it's, "hey baby." I'm not really looking for a man, but we can still talk. I guess you never know.
It's not just about sex to me, and I don't have a lot of experience in that area. Married people are fine to talk to and be friends with, but I refuse to be a home wrecker. I understand the toll divorce can take on a whole family, and it's not a good thing.
Anyway, a little about myself. I am a writer, I like to get out and walk just about every day. I don't have a lot of friends to talk to, but I have a few. I could always have more though. I don't get out much, but I like to go to the city and the clubs once in a while, movies. Shopping is always fun, even if it's just window shopping. So, those are a few things.
Ladies, I know you're out there. Don't be shy. You joined here for a reason. There's nothing wrong with chatting. I will try to respond to any message as long as it's nice, so anybody can message me if they want to.
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Panna
Vzhled a situace
Má postava je
Normální
Má výška je
1,73 m
Barva mých očí
Světle hnědá
Můj původ je
Běloch/běloška
Můj rodinný stav je
Nikdy jsem nebyl ženatý nebo vdaná
Mám děti
Ne
Chci děti
Nejsem si jist(a)
Mou nejlepší částí je
Vlasy
Barva mých vlasů
Hnědá
Mám jedno nebo více z uvedených
Žádní domácí mazlíčci
Ochotný/ochotná se přestěhovat
Ano
Stav
Má úroveň vzdělání je
Nějaká střední
Mé zaměření je
Umění / Hudba / Literatura
Název mého zaměstnání je
Writer
Doma
Vše je v klidu
Jsem kuřák
Ne
Piji
Ano - ve společnosti
Osobnost
Na střední škole jsem byl/a
Vyvrženec
Mé společenské chování je
Hlasité, Opatrné, Rezervované, Plaché
Mé zájmy a koníčky jsou
Kluby / bary, Vaření, Tanec, Stravování, Cvičení, Rodina, Internet, Zahrádkářství, Filmy, Hudba, Nakupování, Sportovní, TV
Má představa skvěle stráveného času je
Kluby / bary, Potloukat se s přáteli, Jít nakupovat, Jít na koncert, Převlékat si šaty, Relax, Spát, Zůstat doma, Filmy
Ideální první rande by bylo
I think finding a place to have a good conversation would be a good first date. It may be as simple as taking a walk in the park and having a seat on a bench or the grass, going to get a bite to eat or getting a coffee. See if we make a connection, and if not, I'm still open to being friends. I think I'm a good listener. After that, whatever we want want to do, movies, the club, a show, a museum or you make the call. I'm pretty flexible.
Vždy jsem chtěl/a vyzkoušet
There's probably quite a few things. I'd like to travel the world, but I'm not crazy about dealing with the TSA. I'd probably like to do the thing you've always wanted to try, Maybe you've been waiting for somebody to do it with you?
Moji přátelé mě popisují jako
Přátelská osoba
Názory
Mé náboženství je
Spirituální, ale ne náboženský
Navštěvuji bohoslužby
Nikdy
Můj životní cíl je
To transition as much I can and not let the things I can't afford to do stop me from trying to be the woman I am. To be the best person I can be and be there for friends and loved ones. To find the person I love, who loves me, and make it last and be fulfilling for both of us.
Můj smysl humoru je
Chytrý, Potrhlý, Temný
Chuť
V TV vždy sleduji
Zprávy, Kreslené filmy/seriály, Drama, Situační komedie, Filmy, Sportovní, Televizní seriály, Reprízy
Když se dívám na filmy, vždy sleduji
Science fiction, Komedie, Romantika, Drama, Rodina, Animované
Když poslouchám hudbu, pak vždy poslouchám
Country, Dance, Metal, Pop, Rap, Rock, Soul
Když čtu, tak nejraději čtu
Komické, Fantasy, Fikce, Historie, Humor, Hudba, Zprávy, Satira, Science fiction, Sportovní
Má představa zábavy je
Taking walks and getting out there, writing, browsing the internet, shopping, going to clubs or movies, spending time with my dad or my friends, good conversation, sharing fun experiences with friends and making new memories
Hledám
Co považuješ za atraktivní?
Troufalost, Empatii, Koketnost, Humor, Inteligenci, Citlivost, Spontánnost, Ohleduplnost
Co hledáš?
I see there are a lot of interesting choices there, but I prefer to save the bottom selections for private conversation. I'm open to some of that, but what do you want? I think the important thing is that we're both happy. I don't know how many people actually do end up dating here, so if we just end up chatting, that's okay too. I think I am a good listener, so to you girls out there, if you need somebody to talk to, I'm willing to listen. I know how tough it can be for some girls out there.
Jaký typ vztahu hledáš?
Přítel, Partner na randění