And so it goes

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

Searching for the meaning of life or maybe just a reasonable facsiFar ago and long away I had a vision I was laying in a hospital bed after being surgically cut open to have a cancer removed; death seemed to seep through the walls. It was suffocating. Alarms and beepers were constantly going off. It was like being in Dante's vision of hell. There was suffering and misery everywhere. The pain was so intense that I eventually became numb to it, the way most people seem to be numb to life. In a room next to me, that was separated by a thin wall and had a curtain instead of a door, a delusional patient would scream each night, he believed he was being held against his will. What was the epiphany that I had? Now that I'm out I still feel that I am haunted. There are things I can't do. Can't have sex, intercourse, anyway, so my wife needs some attention So I'm looking for a T-girl that is functional and feminine yet diverse in her sexuality and can please a women and let a man please her orally.
It would be nice to go out for a little bit, maybe a drink or two at T-girl nights at Hamburger Mary's. Then home for some seduction and conversation. Some fucking, for her, and some cock sucking for me, just to keep things interesting and to have a little bit of enjoyment in life before I go.
Added note: I'm not articulate enough to have expressed myself in a clear and concise manner; I need to go back and rewrite my posting. Because of my recent cancer I am unable to have sex. Obviously I was in error if that point did not come across. I thought that because of my impending demise I would find a lover for my wife and someone I could enjoy as well-I can perform fellatio, cunnilingus but that's about it. My wife is perfectly healthy, rather thin , diminutive, petite, perhaps. Because I'm not really attracted to men it seemed a logical choice to try for a T-girl or someone, a CD maybe, who is feminine yet also a functional male, someone who conducts themselves as a women, dresses and acts like a women, and by that I do not mean submissive, but articulate, seductive, self assured, a sort of T- girl courtesan, a sexual health care giver.
mile there of

Sign

Scorpio

My Body Type Is

Slim

My Height Is

5' 9 (1.75 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

European, Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Married

I Have Kids

Yes - Sometimes At Home

My Best Feature Is

Smile

My Hair Is

Brown

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

College Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Work At Home

My Speciality Is

Art / Music / Literature

My Job Title Is

dreaming

I'm A Smoker

Yes - Often

I Drink

Yes - Like A Fish

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Observant

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Music

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Drinking

An Ideal First Date Would Be

A mystery

I've Always Wanted To Try

To play the electric bag pipes

My Religion Is

Buddhist / Taoist

My Political Views Are

Very Liberal

My Goal In Life Is

to not die

My Kind Of Humor Is

Dry / Sarcastic, Obscure

On Tv, I Always Watch

I Don't Like Tv

When I Read, I Always Read

Ancient, Anthology, Classic, Comic, Fantasy, History, Horror, Humor, Music, Nature, Philosophy, Political, Poetry, Religious, Satire, Science Fiction

My Idea Of Fun Is

giving head,,, very thoughtful about it too

What Do You Look For?

Enlightenment

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Oral Sex, Other