And so it goes

Je sais parler

Anglais

Je me décrirais comme

Searching for the meaning of life or maybe just a reasonable facsiFar ago and long away I had a vision I was laying in a hospital bed after being surgically cut open to have a cancer removed; death seemed to seep through the walls. It was suffocating. Alarms and beepers were constantly going off. It was like being in Dante's vision of hell. There was suffering and misery everywhere. The pain was so intense that I eventually became numb to it, the way most people seem to be numb to life. In a room next to me, that was separated by a thin wall and had a curtain instead of a door, a delusional patient would scream each night, he believed he was being held against his will. What was the epiphany that I had? Now that I'm out I still feel that I am haunted. There are things I can't do. Can't have sex, intercourse, anyway, so my wife needs some attention So I'm looking for a T-girl that is functional and feminine yet diverse in her sexuality and can please a women and let a man please her orally.
It would be nice to go out for a little bit, maybe a drink or two at T-girl nights at Hamburger Mary's. Then home for some seduction and conversation. Some fucking, for her, and some cock sucking for me, just to keep things interesting and to have a little bit of enjoyment in life before I go.
Added note: I'm not articulate enough to have expressed myself in a clear and concise manner; I need to go back and rewrite my posting. Because of my recent cancer I am unable to have sex. Obviously I was in error if that point did not come across. I thought that because of my impending demise I would find a lover for my wife and someone I could enjoy as well-I can perform fellatio, cunnilingus but that's about it. My wife is perfectly healthy, rather thin , diminutive, petite, perhaps. Because I'm not really attracted to men it seemed a logical choice to try for a T-girl or someone, a CD maybe, who is feminine yet also a functional male, someone who conducts themselves as a women, dresses and acts like a women, and by that I do not mean submissive, but articulate, seductive, self assured, a sort of T- girl courtesan, a sexual health care giver.
mile there of

Signe

Scorpion

Ma silhouette est

Mince

Ma taille est

5' 9 (1.75 m)

Mes yeux sont

Noisettes

Mon origine ethnique est

Européenne, Caucasienne

Ma situation maritale est

Marié/e

J'ai des enfants

Oui - parfois chez moi

Ce que j'ai de mieux

Sourire

Mes cheveux sont

Marrons

Prêt(e) à vivre ailleurs

Non

Mon niveau d'éducation est

Diplôme universitaire

Ma situation professionnelle actuelle est

Je travaille de chez moi

Mon domaine de compétence est

Art / Musique / Littérature

Mon titre de fonction est

dreaming

Je fume

Oui - souvent

Je bois de l'alcool

Oui - comme un trou

Au lycée, j'étais un/e

Mal-aimé/e

Socialement, je suis plutôt

Observateur

Mes passions et loisirs sont

Musique

Un bon moment pour moi c'est

Boire un coup

Un premier rendez-vous idéal, ce serait

A mystery

J'ai toujours voulu essayer

To play the electric bag pipes

Ma religion c'est

Bouddhiste / Taoïste

Mon but dans la vie c'est

to not die

Mon sens de l'humour est plutôt

Sarcastique, Obscur/e

A la télévision, je regarde

Je n'aime pas la télévision

Quand je lis, ce que je préfère c'est

Littérature ancienne, Anthologies, Littérature classique, Bandes-dessinées / Romans graphiques, Fantaisie, Histoire, Horreur, Humour, Musique, Nature, Philosophie, Politique, Poésie, Religions, Satires, Science-fiction

Mon idée du fun

giving head,,, very thoughtful about it too

Que recherchez-vous?

Enlightenment

Quel type de relation recherchez-vous?

Vrai‧e ami‧e, Rendez-vous, Sexe oral, Autre