Hi! Looking for friends :) Plz be real!

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I'm Nicole.. Just your average walking, talking, breathing contradiction of marvel =D I'm patient, intelligent, kind, and love to laugh! Just about everything amazes me, especially out in nature. Video games, movies, and reading are some of my favorite activities, but I've got tons of different hobbies I like to dabble in again from time to time.. I hate small talk, but love intellectual conversations that can't be mapped out, and could just as easily enjoy a spontaneous adventure as I could snuggle up to a good book or movie. I'm kind of a computer nerd, and have a penchant for science, philosophy, and metaphysics.. shall we discuss our ToE's?? I never really take things too seriously, and when people think I am.. it's probably because they're not used to just how dry and unconventional my sarcasm can sometimes get.. but i love to laugh as much as I love making people laugh! I suppose I am an early/pre-transition transsexual.. I am presently NOT on hormone replacement therapy (yet!), and have a considerable uphill journey ahead of me in most other areas. Even still, my male personage is a facade reserved for a world I am trying to phase out. I identify as a woman, so please respect that :) I only dress part-time, but I long for 24/7... It isn't about CDing though (actually i feel like i'm CDing when i'm in men's clothing) it's about being who you are, being true to yourself.. I don't need femme clothes and makeup to feel the way I do (though they sure help with my self-confidence).. and that's what I mean when I confess my longing.. I want the world to see me for ME c: I'm trying to grow and perfect my feminine side, but need LOADS of practice/help. If you're willing, or just want an awkwardly awesome friend, send me a message! xoXo P.S. Just to be clear, I am NOT on here for random hook-ups.. (though I'm not opposed to FWB.. the kinkier the better ;p) I really want to meet people, not be the indulgence of some one-night fantasy.. I'm looking for a friend (maybe one day a lover) to truly be myself with.. and grow ;p I really really really really really want to spend more time out, but I have a long way to go.. I'm trying to work on voice and makeup. And I really am trying to make my wardrobe blossom (my pics obviously don't do it justice).. Any advice would be aMAAZING <3 TLDR: If you're smart, relaxed and looking for a real friendship, send me a message! xoXo p.s. I've got a rather large soft spot for red wines :)

Sign

Pisces

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

6' 2 (1.88 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Legs

My Hair Is

Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

Dog

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

University Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Full-time

My Speciality Is

Research / Science / Engineering

My Job Title Is

Tutor :(

I Make This Much In A Year

$15,000USD To $29,999USD

I Live

With Parent(s)

At Home

Friends Come Over Occasionally

I'm A Smoker

Yes - Trying To Quit

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Comedic, Flirtatious, Friendly, Observant, Reserved, Shy, Strange

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Camping, Computers, Dining, Exercising, Internet, Games, Learning, Movies, Music, Playing Cards, Reading, Religion / Spirituality, Travel

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Going To A Museum, Playing Dress-up, Playing Video Games, Reading A Book, Relaxing, Sleeping, Staying At Home, The Movies, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

This is always a hard one! The safest answer is to say, "something that we both enjoy c:" buUuUut I certainly haven't done everything! So I'm always willing to try something new c:

I've Always Wanted To Try

Skydiving! And scubba diving... but thethe ocean scares me, so the second one will prpb never happen lol

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Cool, Obscure, Goofy, A Flirt

My Religion Is

Other

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

Middle Of The Road

My Goal In Life Is

to transition, to write at least one worthwhile book, another moment's satori, to always follow my heart, and to find a way to make a true living giving back to this world.. it's so beautiful, yet so barren.. when everyone hides behind the closed doors of their precepts--when one is not able to burn their own flag with the wood of an idol--then we are no more free than cattle in a slaughterhouse.. it's sad that so many have resigned to merely float on.. every one of us should have this singular, all-encompassing goal: to live as themselves; not as an imatation of some controlling image from the media. Life is too short to deny yourself!

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Goofy, Obscure, Slapstick

On Tv, I Always Watch

Movies, I Don't Like Tv

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Animation, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Ambient, Blues, Classical, Dance, Electronic, Folk, Industrial, Jazz, New age, Punk, Rock

When I Read, I Always Read

Comic, Computers, Fantasy, Fiction, Humor, Nature, News, Philosophy, Poetry, Political, Supernatural, Religious, Science, Science Fiction

My Idea Of Fun Is

always in flux ><

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Good Looks, Humor, Intelligence, Money, Oddities, Power, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

Sincerity.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Intimate, Doesnt Matter, Anal Sex, Domination, Bondage, Strap On Sex, Committed