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I Would Describe Myself As

A very good hearted loving person, that would give the shirt off my back to help a stranger or someone in need, I was raised by my 2 older sisters so I believe I have quite a few more characteristics and qualities then ur common guy! I also have 2 younger sisters too lol so when it comes to many things in life that most or your average guy doesn't handle right or have etc that's where I usually didiffer.from most guys... which I'm very grateful for my sister's and everything they taught me and instilled in me :) If we get to meet or know achother someday then I guarantee you will notice I'm different in a lot of good ways, lol I'm here to explore and to allow myself to let go and be open minded to trying aand doing new things ( in this case my inner desire and urge I feel inside me that's been on my mind anD in my thoughts constantly for almost 10 years now) And that is 10 yrs ago I was partying and anyways one night I ended up calling a chat line and was aroused as hell and talking on livelinks ffor 5 hours and.nothing panning out for me , no women were on the line anymore it was about 5 am, and I seen a gay chat line add in sun paper, and felt foolish , embarrassed etc about calling it, but I called anyways and ended up talking to a couple guys and told them I was straight and was into girls ... this one older guy in his 30's made me feel comfortable enough to keep in touch with him and after a couple weeks of talking to him on phone a fair bit he slowly got comfortable enough to start pushing and convincing me to try hooking up with him and his fwb guy and I new he wouldn't push me into anything that I said no to.. so one weekend I did meet him and his friend at his place, and I was so uncomfortable, I had to drink a bunch etc before I built up the courage to enter his home lol , but to shorten this up, I eventually after 2 hours of sitting on his bedside with sunglasses and not doing anything yet and just watched them start and get ininto.it etc and finally 2 hours later I stood up said fuck it, and dropped my pants and all and got naked and then layer down by them and they slowly touched me and ended up giving me oral all down there and slowly got to a toy being slid inside me.and I just mostly received, after a while the guy a new eventually got more comfortable and stood in front of me and tried to put his cock in my mouth and I turned away so he sat next to me and was stroking my cock then he put my hand on his cock to get me to sstroke.his, which it felt very occward to me and I wanted to pull away from that to but I didn't, I held his cock and slowly got more comfortable aand.decided to just let go and at least try it out.. so I did and thought I was ready to go another step ahead and I stroked his.cock and slowly relaxed myself into laying and getting my face closers to his.cock where I ended up trying to suck his cock.and I put it inside my mouth and performed head for about 30 seconds at which I stopped cause I felt to . uncomfortable, but I was glad I tried at least, anyway shortly after that my buddy tried to fuck me and again very not right feelings going inside me and the pain to but I let him get just over half of his endowed cock inside me and called it off from the pain etc. And then they fucked I watched and got off 2 and left shortly after. Since that day I've had a constant yearning inside me that aalways.wished and began to fantasize about that day all the time in my head only I would in vision me doing everything and anything and going through with it all. I wouldn't say I'm attracted to men in general at all lol love women still, but I see the sexually aspect of it just as being. Sexually with man or women, and I am turned on by the idea of being penetrated and fucked by a cock and turned on by the thought of sucking a cock off also excites me to , and this all began that day I had my 1st encounter. . It was almost 4 years later before I ended up pursuing another go, and had my 2nd encounter ....

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