Just looking for sweet friends...

Ich kann sprechen

Englisch

Ich würde mich selbst beschreiben als

Hi, everyone. I am a 41 year old Male to Female transgender woman. I first want to say that I'm absolutely not interested in anything sexual here. Once upon a time, while playing out my forced, male role, I was attracted to cis females only. The bitter end of an 11 year marriage... plus age... topped off with hormone replacement therapy... has rendered me asexual as of November, 2013. My ex wife was my first, and only ever, sexual partner. That intimacy brought me 2 beautiful and devoted children. I said all of that to say this. I am only... only... only... looking for friends. Male OR female. Whether male or female, I am what I recently read termed as bi-romantic. Meaning... I have zero desire for sex... and, am actually a bit repulsed by kissing. (maybe it's a psychological wall that I simply need to tear down. I just don't know.) But... I often imagine cuddling. I ache for it. Massages. Playing with each others hair. Snuggling into long, restful naps. Watching movies in bed. I have so much affection to give... and, I also need a lot of it, too. But, I honestly fear that no one is out there who would be pleased with that. A person who's cuddly and deeply affectionate, but, cannot offer anything sexually. I feel like if I had my correct female parts... maybe. Again, it may be a wall that I've put up, with the wrong parts playing a role in. Anyway... besides cuddles... here's what else I give to everyone around me. My full attention. When I'm talking to people or visiting... I either leave my phone in my apartment, or I take it with me, but it's on do not disturb, except for my 2 kids being able to get thru. Wherever possible, I do prefer the same kind of attentiveness. Kindness. By that, I mean... if we had plans for a fun evening... and, you get too sick for that... I don't berate you or say that you ruined our evening. I go into nurse mode, which is my missed calling, and feel so happy that it is me who gets to be with you in that condition, so that I have someone to take care of. Someone who needs me. I've had a lot of my family hurt me, since my divorce. I've often been made to feel like a problem, if I ever need something such as being driven to a doctor appointment. I get shunned. A lot. Not related to being trans. FOR being trans, I do get Thanksgiving and Christmas family events hidden from me. It's an unspoken rule. What I'm saying is... someone being sick or whiny or clingy for a weekend doesn't bother me. In fact, I thrive on feeling needed. I'm probably making zero sense here. LoL Loyalty. If we're put somewhere, and you encounter one of those jerk friends or relatives who puts you down or takes a joke too far and is obviously hurting your feelings... I don't betray you and join in on their side. I remain graceful, and don't get into an argument with them. But, I make it clear with my silence, and my head against your shoulder while I hold your hand... that I am NOT amused, and that I am on YOUR side. Humor. This writing cannot convey my sense of humor. But... I can assure you, I will constantly keep you laughing. In fact, I have to keep certain humor to myself, unless I find that you can be as messed up in the humor department as I am.

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Jungfrau

Mein Körpertyp ist

Ein paar Pfunde zu viel

Meine Größe ist

5' 11 (1.8 m)

Meine Augen sind

Haselnussbraun

Meine Herkunft ist

Kaukasisch

Mein Familienstand ist

Geschieden

Ich habe Kinder

Ja - Manchmal zuhause

Ich möchte Kinder

Ja

Meine beste Eigenschaft ist

Lippen

Mein Haar ist

Dunkelblond

Ich habe ein oder mehrere folgende Haustiere

Keine Haustiere

Bereit umzuziehen

Ja

Mein Ausbildungsgrad ist

Teilweise Hochschule

Mein derzeitiges Dienstverhältnis ist

Arbeitslos

Meine Spezialität ist

Unterhaltung / Medien

Ich verdiene im Jahr so viel

Weniger als $14,999USD

Ich lebe

Alleine

Zuhause

Freunde kommen gelegentlich vorbei

Ich bin Raucher

Ja - Versuche aufzuhören

Ich trinke

Nein

In der Hauptschule war ich

Außenseiter

Mein soziales Verhalten ist

Reserviert, Schüchtern, Aufmerksam, Anti-Sozial, Freundlich, Comedian, Flirtwillig, Eigenartig

Meine Interessen und Hobbys sind

Religion/Spiritualität, Familie, Essen gehen, Fotografie, Lesen, Kunst & Handwerk, Lernen, Musik, TV, Filme, Internet, Theater, Reisen, Kochen, Camping, Ehrenamtliche Arbeit, Computer, Shopping

Meine Vorstellung einer tollen Zeit ist

Mit Freunden ausgehen, Shoppen gehen, Daheim bleiben, Filme, Entspannen, Schlafen, Ein Buch lesen, Sich aufstylen, Videospiele spielen, TV, In ein Museum gehen

Ein ideales erstes Date wäre

Meet before dinner... sit and have a long and informative talk after dinner... ride around talking... if things go well, maybe end the night with non sexual cuddling... falling asleep talking...

Ich wollte immer schon versuchen

Camping. I've honestly never been.

Meine Freunde beschreiben mich als

Freundlich, Jemand, der sie sein wollen, Cool, Perfekt, Mysteriös, Albern

Meine Religion ist

Christ

Ich besuche Gottesdienste

Nie

Mein Ziel im Leben ist

To overcome all of my obstacles... such as my social anxiety and depression, and get back to myself, feeling productive again.

Mein Art Humor ist

Überspitzt homosexuell/Tuntig, Clever, Trocken / Sarkastisch, Freundlich, Albern

Im Fernsehen sehe ich mir Folgendes gerne an

Cartoons, Dokumentationen, Dramen, Anleitungen, Filme, Serien, Wiederholungen

Wenn ich ins Kino gehe, sehe ich immer

Comedy, Romanze, Drama, Dokumentation, Familie, Horror

Wenn ich mir Musik anhöre, höre ich immer

Country/Volksmusik/Schlager, Pop, Klassik

Wenn ich lese, lese ich immer

Nachrichten, Auto-Biografie, Biografie, Klassik, Comic, Gesundheit, Geschichte, Horror, Humor, Anleitungen, Musik, Mystery, Philosophie, Poesie, Satire, Romanze, Superhelden

Meine Vorstellung von Spaß ist

People watching... never a dull moment with that!!

Was findest du attraktiv?

Esprit, Kraft, Spontanität, Seltsamkeiten, Sensibilität, Einfühlungsvermögen, Humor, Gutes Aussehen, Nachdenklich, Intelligenz, Passivität

Wonach suchst du?

Affection... Attention... To be wanted, and needed, for the very things that others didn't appreciate about me...

Nach welcher Art Beziehung suchst du?

Internet-Freund, Freund, Date, Vertrauter, Verpflichtendes, Heirat