Just looking for sweet friends...

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Английский

Я бы описал(а) себя как

Hi, everyone. I am a 41 year old Male to Female transgender woman. I first want to say that I'm absolutely not interested in anything sexual here. Once upon a time, while playing out my forced, male role, I was attracted to cis females only. The bitter end of an 11 year marriage... plus age... topped off with hormone replacement therapy... has rendered me asexual as of November, 2013. My ex wife was my first, and only ever, sexual partner. That intimacy brought me 2 beautiful and devoted children. I said all of that to say this. I am only... only... only... looking for friends. Male OR female. Whether male or female, I am what I recently read termed as bi-romantic. Meaning... I have zero desire for sex... and, am actually a bit repulsed by kissing. (maybe it's a psychological wall that I simply need to tear down. I just don't know.) But... I often imagine cuddling. I ache for it. Massages. Playing with each others hair. Snuggling into long, restful naps. Watching movies in bed. I have so much affection to give... and, I also need a lot of it, too. But, I honestly fear that no one is out there who would be pleased with that. A person who's cuddly and deeply affectionate, but, cannot offer anything sexually. I feel like if I had my correct female parts... maybe. Again, it may be a wall that I've put up, with the wrong parts playing a role in. Anyway... besides cuddles... here's what else I give to everyone around me. My full attention. When I'm talking to people or visiting... I either leave my phone in my apartment, or I take it with me, but it's on do not disturb, except for my 2 kids being able to get thru. Wherever possible, I do prefer the same kind of attentiveness. Kindness. By that, I mean... if we had plans for a fun evening... and, you get too sick for that... I don't berate you or say that you ruined our evening. I go into nurse mode, which is my missed calling, and feel so happy that it is me who gets to be with you in that condition, so that I have someone to take care of. Someone who needs me. I've had a lot of my family hurt me, since my divorce. I've often been made to feel like a problem, if I ever need something such as being driven to a doctor appointment. I get shunned. A lot. Not related to being trans. FOR being trans, I do get Thanksgiving and Christmas family events hidden from me. It's an unspoken rule. What I'm saying is... someone being sick or whiny or clingy for a weekend doesn't bother me. In fact, I thrive on feeling needed. I'm probably making zero sense here. LoL Loyalty. If we're put somewhere, and you encounter one of those jerk friends or relatives who puts you down or takes a joke too far and is obviously hurting your feelings... I don't betray you and join in on their side. I remain graceful, and don't get into an argument with them. But, I make it clear with my silence, and my head against your shoulder while I hold your hand... that I am NOT amused, and that I am on YOUR side. Humor. This writing cannot convey my sense of humor. But... I can assure you, I will constantly keep you laughing. In fact, I have to keep certain humor to myself, unless I find that you can be as messed up in the humor department as I am.

Знак зодиака

Дева

Телосложение

Пара лишних кг

Мой рост

179 см

Мои глаза

Карие

Моя этническая принадлежность

Белый европеец/кавказец

Семейное положение

В разводе

У меня есть дети

Да - иногда дома

Хочу детей

Да

Привлекательная часть тела

Губы

Мои волосы

Светло-русый

Домашние животные

Нет животных

Хочу переехать

Да

Образование

Неоконченное высшее

Работа/Учеба:

Без работы

Род занятий

Развлечения/Медиа

Зарабатываю в год

Меньше $14,999USD

Живу

Один/одна

Дома

Иногда приходят друзья

Отношение к курению

Да, бросаю

Пью

Нет

В школе я был(а):

Отверженный

Мое социальное поведение

Сдержанное, Застенчивое, Наблюдательное, Антисоциальное, Сама дружелюбность, Комедийное, Флирт, Странное

Интересы и увлечения:

Религия, Семья, Ужин, Фотография, Чтение, Искусство и поделки, Учеба, Музыка, ТВ, Фильмы, Интернет, Театр, Путешествия, Приготовление еды, Кэмпинг, Волонтерство, Компьютеры, Шопинг

Мое представление об отлично проведенном времени

Тусовки с друзьями, Шопинг, Останусь дома, Фильмы, Расслабление, Спать, Чтение книг, Игра в переодевания, Видеоигры, ТВ, Пойду в музей

Идеально первое свидание

Meet before dinner... sit and have a long and informative talk after dinner... ride around talking... if things go well, maybe end the night with non sexual cuddling... falling asleep talking...

Я всегда хотел попробовать

Camping. I've honestly never been.

Друзья считают что я:

Сама дружелюбность, На кого они хотят быть похожими, Крутой, Идеал, Со странностями, Немного "того"

Моя религия

Христианство

Посещение служб:

Никогда

Моя цель в жизни

To overcome all of my obstacles... such as my social anxiety and depression, and get back to myself, feeling productive again.

Мой юмор

Казарменный, Умный, Сарказм, Сама дружелюбность, Немного "того"

По телевизору, я всегда смотрю

Мультфильмы, Документальное кино, Драма, Обучающие программы, Фильмы, Мыльные оперы, Записи

Предпочитаемые жанры фильмов:

Комедии, Мелодрамы, Драмы, Документальные, Семья, Ужасы

Предпочитаемая музыка

Кантри, Поп, Классика

Я люблю читать:

Новости, Автобиография, Биография, Классика, Юмор, Здоровье, История, Ужасы, Юмор, Обучающие программы, Музыка, Тайна, Философия, Поэзия, Сатира, Мелодрамы, Сверхъестественное

Мои идеи классного времяпрепровождения

People watching... never a dull moment with that!!

Считаю привлекательным:

Остроумие, Мощность, Спонтанность, Странности, Чувствительность, Сопереживание, Юмор, Красота, Внимание, Интеллект, Пассивность

Что и кого ищете?

Affection... Attention... To be wanted, and needed, for the very things that others didn't appreciate about me...

Ищу отношения типа:

Интернет друг, Друг, Свидание, Интим, Серьезные отношения, Брак