Just looking for sweet friends...

Jag kan tala

Engelska

Jag skulle beskriva mig själv som

Hi, everyone. I am a 41 year old Male to Female transgender woman. I first want to say that I'm absolutely not interested in anything sexual here. Once upon a time, while playing out my forced, male role, I was attracted to cis females only. The bitter end of an 11 year marriage... plus age... topped off with hormone replacement therapy... has rendered me asexual as of November, 2013. My ex wife was my first, and only ever, sexual partner. That intimacy brought me 2 beautiful and devoted children. I said all of that to say this. I am only... only... only... looking for friends. Male OR female. Whether male or female, I am what I recently read termed as bi-romantic. Meaning... I have zero desire for sex... and, am actually a bit repulsed by kissing. (maybe it's a psychological wall that I simply need to tear down. I just don't know.) But... I often imagine cuddling. I ache for it. Massages. Playing with each others hair. Snuggling into long, restful naps. Watching movies in bed. I have so much affection to give... and, I also need a lot of it, too. But, I honestly fear that no one is out there who would be pleased with that. A person who's cuddly and deeply affectionate, but, cannot offer anything sexually. I feel like if I had my correct female parts... maybe. Again, it may be a wall that I've put up, with the wrong parts playing a role in. Anyway... besides cuddles... here's what else I give to everyone around me. My full attention. When I'm talking to people or visiting... I either leave my phone in my apartment, or I take it with me, but it's on do not disturb, except for my 2 kids being able to get thru. Wherever possible, I do prefer the same kind of attentiveness. Kindness. By that, I mean... if we had plans for a fun evening... and, you get too sick for that... I don't berate you or say that you ruined our evening. I go into nurse mode, which is my missed calling, and feel so happy that it is me who gets to be with you in that condition, so that I have someone to take care of. Someone who needs me. I've had a lot of my family hurt me, since my divorce. I've often been made to feel like a problem, if I ever need something such as being driven to a doctor appointment. I get shunned. A lot. Not related to being trans. FOR being trans, I do get Thanksgiving and Christmas family events hidden from me. It's an unspoken rule. What I'm saying is... someone being sick or whiny or clingy for a weekend doesn't bother me. In fact, I thrive on feeling needed. I'm probably making zero sense here. LoL Loyalty. If we're put somewhere, and you encounter one of those jerk friends or relatives who puts you down or takes a joke too far and is obviously hurting your feelings... I don't betray you and join in on their side. I remain graceful, and don't get into an argument with them. But, I make it clear with my silence, and my head against your shoulder while I hold your hand... that I am NOT amused, and that I am on YOUR side. Humor. This writing cannot convey my sense of humor. But... I can assure you, I will constantly keep you laughing. In fact, I have to keep certain humor to myself, unless I find that you can be as messed up in the humor department as I am.

Stjärntecken

Jungfrun

Min kroppstyp är

Några extra kilon

Min längd är

183 cm

Mina ögon är

Brungröna

Min etnicitet är

Kaukasisk

Mitt civilstånd är

Skild

Jag har barn

Ja - ibland hemma

Jag vill ha barn

Ja

Min bästa kroppsdel är

Läppar

Mitt hår är

Mörkblont

Jag har en eller flera av dessa

Inga husdjur

Villig att flytta

Ja

Min utbildningsnivå är

Vissa universitetsstudier

Min nuvarande anställningsstatus är

Arbetslös

Min specialitet är

Underhållning / Media

Jag tjänar så här mycket per år

Mindre än 150 000 kronor

Jag bor

Ensam

Hemma

Vänner hälsar på då och då

Jag är rökare

Ja - försöker sluta

Jag dricker

Nej

I skolan var jag

Den utstötta

Mitt beteende i sociala sammanhang är

Reserverad, Blyg, Uppmärksam, Anti-social, Vänlig, Komiker, Flirtig, Konstig

Mina intressen och hobbies är

Religion/Spiritualitet, Familj, Middag, Fotografering, Läsa, Konst & Hantverk, Lärande, Musik, TV , Filmer, Internet, Teater, Resor, Matlagning, Campa, Volontärarbete, Datorer, Shopping

Att ha kul innebär för mig

Umgås med vänner, Gå ut och shoppa, Stanna hemma, Bio, Tar det lugnt, Sover, Läsa en bok, Leka maskerad, Spela videospel, TV , Gå på museum

Den idealiska första dejten för mig skulle vara att

Meet before dinner... sit and have a long and informative talk after dinner... ride around talking... if things go well, maybe end the night with non sexual cuddling... falling asleep talking...

Jag har alltid velat prova

Camping. I've honestly never been.

Mina vänner tycker att jag är

Vänlig, Någon de vill vara, Cool, Perfekt, Obskyr, Tramsig

Min religion är

Kristen

Jag går i kyrkan

Aldrig

Mitt mål i livet är

To overcome all of my obstacles... such as my social anxiety and depression, and get back to myself, feeling productive again.

Min humor är

Kitschig, Klok, Torr / Sarkastisk, Vänlig, Tramsig

På TV tittar jag alltid på

Tecknat, Dokumentärer, Drama, Instruerande, Filmer, Såpoperor, Repriser

När jag går på bio ser jag alltid

Komedier, Romantik, Drama, Dokumentärer, Familj, Skräck

När jag lyssnar på musik lyssnar jag alltid på

Country, Pop, Klassisk

När jag läser föredrar jag följande:

Nyheter, Självbiografi, Biografi, Klassisk, Komik, Hälsa, Historia, Skräck, Humor, Instruerande, Musik, Mystery, Filiosofi, Poesi, Satir, Romantik, Övernaturlig

Det jag tycker är kul är

People watching... never a dull moment with that!!

Vad tycker du är attraktivt?

Kvickhet, Makt, Spontanitet, Egendomligheter, Känslighet, Empati, Humor, Snygga drag, Omtänksamhet, Intelligens, Passivitet

Vad letar du efter?

Affection... Attention... To be wanted, and needed, for the very things that others didn't appreciate about me...

Vilken form av förhållande söker du?

En Internet-kompis, Vän, Dejt, Intimt, Hängivenhet, Giftermål